Friday, November 13, 2009

State of Happiness

Happiness:


Good state of mind, make u feel happy sometimes, isn’t it?

Hi, I’m raju adhikari, I know my recent days are going very worse. I can’t make days very good except to pray with moan face infront of vacuum with closed eyes for good happening and happiness.
I mean there is no other source left except meditate god, remembering god and as I know the character of god. God super power are always there to bear the excessive pain and even that moment god present there as if there is extremely happier suitation, it’s the feeling of winning instead losing. This sounds awkward but true that’s why he is called god.

But be sure, In every atom of pain there is a small element of happiness because its all about doing a piece of good work which your heart always craving or longing. Every god namely Jesus, Ram, Buddha all bear severe pain. It’s a pain just for us not for them. They want to show us its not at all pain, it’s a happiness of our soul which always craving to listen to our soul. It’s the courage that god convey by bearing to themselves.

Hello,,, I just lost in thought but what I’m gonna describe is its all in all “the way u think, very same way u find yourself different and every dimension of your life entitled as your think.
As I already mention these recent days I’m severely affected by my personal problem but fortunately this typical moment make me excited, give me command to write some stuff and I feel very much happy, its all is the influence of good, well, positive thinking.
I myself ask many times, what’s the reason you are crying? If there is no reason, then my crying is artificial. It mean my thinking make myself crying rather than other external thing. Finally It’s all about positive thinking.

Be that much positive as I am,, I sometime think if I’m dropped in jungle I make a tiger as my friend, I teach them about the different world.---------------=============

Its all about state of happiness, its all about innovational thinking, creativity why not you can change the world by simple changing of thought..

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

incomplete love and sex

Incomplete Love and Sex
It seems to be hot topics but I really I just want to make my write little glamorous by mentioning sex too. There is somehow relation between love and sex too. The way people especially in fashion show what’s they say this is just glamorous and they do
Hell thing, the way in religion books everything were fair in religious too and finally
What I want to say is all due to the power, power of monetary. Doesn’t u think so?
I’m just writing this above topic because to show my firm believes that the people around me to feel the same thing what I feel but the difference is: they kept in mind and for my case I just trying to explore by writing. Want to start a topic by love.

Why the love topic comes in my mind is because everybody talks about love in simple way but I am going to give some interesting factor of love.

What is love?
True love is to see everybody as a human. There is no superiority, there mustn’t exist hate. The excessive amount of Love can be found in respect, I mean love is giving rather than having. Love is the true state of happiness, their might be different sources, and as far as love is concerned don’t you differentiate the sources I mean there must not exist any discrepancies of black, white, religion, nation, caste, state of rich and poorness, love is exist in every human beings. So let you know this and start loving whoever around you. In my life I just spend a years to evaluate myself and still I don’t know what I’m doing and who am I? so all this are a part time job of our self, these are the job that can be done everyday. I mention above to love everybody whoever around you means:- people whoever working with you , your colleagues, your mates, your family just speak lovely , your response must embedded some impression behind, your works must have some advantage to them, and finally do such a thing I might be in their soul…, that’s the love what I am thinking about…….
Girlfriend
When I was in school , I just fall in love, love is not thing it just a feeling , it something that says me to be right always that make me very alert of doing wrong, becoz that’s love is one sided. I just love her, I love her beoz of her expression , becoz of her manner, and I love her to get good thing from her. When I was at class 5. I saw a girl, she came to my neighbor home for her summer vacation, when I saw I feel that a lovely girl , the name of love which exist in my soul become active, I feel that the love which I searched till this time is she, only she, and I just give a name , to love for her, when she was watched by me their something good going to my feeling, I don’t know why I shy, I think becoz of my condition of wearing dirty half paint as well shirt, I really learn of her behavior, manner. Interestingly, she didn’t noted to me at that time and I just always alert whenever I saw her,,, that’s my feeling,,, lovely feeling, that I got when I was in love,,, feeling of alert of doing wrong thing….
And what happen latter,,, read separately in my love.
Now a days what I feel about love, lovely person are all over world, lovely person can be somebody’s wife, somebody’s sister, daughter, mother, ;;; we should know that we’re here not to hurt, not to embarrassed, not to torture to other, what I feel if we didn’t do any good to other than there is no right to do bad to them. We must genuinely interested other not to take interest to them. Don’t you think to making somebody fool becoz in that process you must be fool before being somebody. So why not we do something good for someone.
In life there are a lot of different circumstance which may say someone not to marry with whom u r loving,, then be ready for that situation, be aware of longing, clinging from different sources , sources of religion book specially from bhagwat geeta. Just feel it’s natural.
Everything in this world is changeable so be ready to change yourself.. that is the great thing that must exist in every human being. Be ready to adopt right thing in right situation.
Now, what I thing is:- As far as there is life there is love, there is lover, the more importantly what I want to say is the love isn’t to in other it’s inside you, it’s really inside you, if you think that you fell in love it mean that you just put your gold(love) to girl and again you just get permission from her to return it. All in all be aware of giving at first. Whom you are giving your gold is she qualified for taking it.
I personally feel the model which are published in almost every newspaper are less important than the girls with whom I travel in rush bus. Not only in bus those from my villages and whom I can see by my naked eyes. This is the love. I didn’t hate any model but I love more whoever close to me. I may love less Christ in photo or statue more for my family. this is the love what I really want to explain.
Restriction
I am too small to explain sex yet but I just trying for it. Before explaining I just want to mention writer is virgin as of now.
Sex is the name of restriction and don’t you think I ‘m just trying to cross the limit.
Ultimately the love passes through sex in human life. ,,,no..no..no I can’t explain in detail to all just mail me if you are interest to know…
Some highlight of my view regarding sex…
i am guy having a bad quality of interacting to people and often I asked about sex. What their response is:- No matter of religion, no matter of blackness, no matter of caste, just matter is having the sex. I just want to spit those type of people who says I am from this religion and that religion, they know all the different thing and when sex comes to them they accept without thinking. Why people didn’t understand the real thing. Ok if you get pleasure than why not you respect him/her. Just love tries to understand their feeling, just says that all religion is nice as far as your are nice, all black people are good, and all country is good. Just respect to that prostitute from whom you get immense pleasure.
One more thing what my survey says is:->
I have asked to my friend will you stop sex with other than your wife, what their responses is :- hey you become mad you know we should have to taste different as far as possible, there is no way to stop doing sex with other.. I say o…..
And what if your wife know that and she also think such things? I will kill, I will throw from my home…..something like that…..
And the say what about you , I say of course if I feel whatever I’m doing is right than why should I stop to my wife doing such a right thing, and they said ok I will be there to with your wife…(it’s the feeling of almost boysssssss)